Never knew you could miss someone this much.
IG: BRRRBLOODED
It’s such a fucking helpless feeling to feel like you fucking need somebody but you know that you’re disposable to them. I need to sleep and I can’t cuz I’m too fucking sad and mad but it’s late š
"i kind of hate you a little bit,
but not as much as i would have
if iād loved you before
so many things happen in a year
i grow ugly
i grow sad
i grow happy
sometimes, i bloom
but none of my petals hold your
name and i donāt want
to kiss your mouth
at all
this isnāt about me
this is about self
destruction
about how all the dreams
of you turned to ash
and other things i donāt
want to inhale
fire, only lesser
you donāt burn me anymore
and i no longer think about
your eyes in the dark
because so many things happen
in a year and me changing
is one of them
shedding skin and
evolving minds and
other things that mean
that i donāt like your heart
anymore
i used to think you were
a tidal wave, but
all you are is the
rain in the
winter that i
donāt fucking
want"
but not as much as i would have
if iād loved you before
so many things happen in a year
i grow ugly
i grow sad
i grow happy
sometimes, i bloom
but none of my petals hold your
name and i donāt want
to kiss your mouth
at all
this isnāt about me
this is about self
destruction
about how all the dreams
of you turned to ash
and other things i donāt
want to inhale
fire, only lesser
you donāt burn me anymore
and i no longer think about
your eyes in the dark
because so many things happen
in a year and me changing
is one of them
shedding skin and
evolving minds and
other things that mean
that i donāt like your heart
anymore
i used to think you were
a tidal wave, but
all you are is the
rain in the
winter that i
donāt fucking
want"
